11.05.2005

Arrogant and TOTAL ASSHOLE

So, for those of you who believe i'm an asshole I would like to commend you on your thoughts as a human being. We all think, we're all arrogant, nobody likes to live life stuck under a rock, we all want to be on top of the rock..preferably doing something fun...some of us like our rock to be next to a river, or a pond, an ocean, something with a view, perhaps a mountain....we like our rock to have a nice house, a few cars, a fucking television, and whatever else makes us happy...we want our rock to be paid off...no debt, no worries...We go and get a job to make sure that we can afford the rock of our fucking dreams..the jewelry, the computers, the hobbies, snowboarding every weekend, buying things for ourselves and our friends....we are a consumer in a consumed world of greed and hate...My being an asshole is a result of growing up in this world...the worst thing you can possibly do in life is to think that you are better than someone else...and the worst thing after beliveing this..would be to...lower yourself to that person's standards....SO..if you think i'm an asshole..why would you insult me? wouldnt insulting an asshole or trying to make that asshole feel bad be lowering yourself to the asshole level? People cannot and will not change...if something is wrong in your life..it will be wrong for its entirety...because no matter what you do..you growing up in this world will leave you saturated in its filth....stop fucking crying...stop thinking that there is something that can be done to better the world....look at all the people doing so much good in the world...and wonder why they're doing it...people have jobs because they get stuck in their jobs....its all about who you know...the few lucky ones come from nothing and achieve wealth...but that wealth leads them right back to the fucking trailor park trash lifestyle that they grew up in...

Technology has allowed us humans to stop caring about everything...we're destroying our bodies, our land, our air, whatever else you can think of....Native Americans would run 50 miles to a battle, fight, win, and run 50 miles back to stop western development from the French and English...they did this for 200 years....today...the thought of running a mile sickens most of us...we are getting fatter everyday as we speak....I am getting fatter everyday...its the american way.....Then people get freaked out about how they look and stop eating...its a vicious cycle...

You can't trade in your body when it craps out on you....listening to your stereo at full blast while doing 80 on the highway will lead to hearing loss...staring at the TV and your computer screen will destroy your vision....I am just someone who believes that you should take care of your body...and I also believe in speaking my mind...i'm not aiming what I say to anyone...and i'm not expecting anyone to really listen to what i say...

so....i'll be the first to say that YES...im a dick...but...if you call me a dick...guess what..that makes you a dick...so..how "better" are you than me? We're the fucking same..just like everybody else...we all live here...we all have to deal with eachother...screaming and yelling isn't going to make our lives any longer...and fighting will only cause more bewilderment

so...laugh at the funny things i write...and if you find any meaning here...don't let my stupid side thougts piss you off enough to become the asshole that nobody wants to hang out with

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