The Survivors and the Intellectuals: Our Future

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You are not an agnostic. You're an Ignostic.

A lot of people try to squirm their way out of saying "I'm an atheist". Intelligent or stupid nobody wants to be called an atheist. Just look at Neil Degrasse Tyson in this video:

6'5" Bulkley

I started surfing in December of 2009. My brother found a wetsuit at a Goodwill for $25. It was my size (kinda) and it had what appeared to originally be hot pink arms that faded to a weird looking pinkish red color. You can imagine that color matched with my red hair didn't help me blend-in to the surfing community.

One of the first times my brother came down to watch me "surf" I remember an older asian woman who had the exact same piece of shit wetsuit as me except for it had neon green arms. She was a boogie boarder and I think possibly a schizophrenic. She would always tell me I was

Nicholas and Celebacy

The term antinomianism takes root from the terms anomia and anomos which mean lawlessness and lawless.

It was used interestingly to describe what one of the Seven Deacons, Nicholas, was doing after he became "celebant" in the 4th century.

Christine Chubbuck

Sidney Lumet died recently at the age of 86. I remember being in High School and watching his directorial debut and one of his many classics "12 Angry Men". It was an intense movie dealing with racism and I'm actually surprised I saw that in a public school in Stafford Virginia.

United Slaves of America

Corporations know a sucker when they see one. Every citizen in this country is treated as a consumer by large Corporations. Why wouldn't large International Corporations try their best to completely manipulate, distort, misinform, and cheat a group of people enslaved by money?

The U.S.A really is a great place to live. Don't get me wrong. I just can't stand turning television on and seeing these crazy commercials selling "products" that can do nothing other than harm it's consumers. Americans are simply a large group of gullible consumers manipulated by (Corporations) with enough money to persuade us to spend money.

Commercials really are a horrible thing. If you think about it any commercial selling you anything is inherently unhealthy. When was the last time you saw a commercial for a carrot? You don't see commercials for anything healthy because healthy things are usually very cheap. Instead we see commercials for energy drinks. That company selling that energy drink didn't start out with a lot of money. It sold something enough to make enough profit to spend more money to persuade a lot of people to buy more of their product. The product has stayed the same but now it's sold everywhere with help of television commercials. Now this product is part of everyday life and high school kids drop dead of heart attacks during basketball games.

It's advertising. They make us want these things we've never heard of. One day we're all using juicers and using fruits and vegetables to give us energy and the next day every 12 year old kid thinks downing a caffeinated chemical drink is the only way to get energy. Eat a fucking carrot.

Corporations can now spend unlimited funds on elections. THANKS CONGRESS!!! Just when I thought maybe I wasn't being fucked over completely you make sure to let me know I am.

The problem here is a lot of Americans are very weary of these problems in our society but we feel as if there is nothing to do. I think there is a way.

We need to ditch the States view of this country and see all of it's citizens as what they are. Slaves to the monetary system. We need to Unite as enslaved consumers and turn this country in to America. Fuck the founding fathers views. They definitely didn't really see life the way most of us see it today. Back then they actually had physical slaves. In traditional slavery the "master" has to house and feed his/her slaves. In modern slavery the slave has to house and feed his/herself.

Manual Driving

People, including myself, become very familiar with their vehicle and create a comfort zone within it. We fill them full of worthless and distracting trinkets all the while we blast whatever music gets us in the "driving" mood.

LED

Yes, I'm upset with the way I perceive the world. No, I can't just ignore what's going on and play along. Technology is what separates us from animals. We need to embrace the good technology and discard the out-dated.

You need to research LED lights. For growing plants, to be used as backlights on LCD screens, for lighting your way in the dark with renewable energy.

Once you see people living as one within the walls of every room in the world.. you start to see yourself and everything else in this world as all made up of the same thing. We're all together and connected. Don't separate or divide with ideology. Combine and create through technology.

Achtung

False Flag attacks are when governments attack their own citizens to create a reaction used to justify a war. Research Operation Northwoods. The U.S. gov't has planned these in it's recent past. They do it because they need something and need a war to take control of other countries. The Nazi's were great at it. The U.S. is great at it. Shouldn't we be afraid of what's going on?

Why has poppy production in the U.S controlled Afghanistan gone up 600% since 2001? Especially since poppy production was ZERO after the Taliban took over in 1999? Especially since we are supposedly in Afghanistan to spread "democracy." So, I guess the war on terror allows the war on drugs to slide a bit?

Or, does the U.S. government want it's citizens to be dumb, numb, and ignorant to anything happening outside of American Idol?

We need to wake up. We need to stop believing the lies we hear on the television everyday. News Channels like CNN, Fox News, MSNBC, and the like constantly repeat their so called "facts" over and over and over and over.

When was the last time you saw a TV News Channel ever have a "corrections" show? Corrections, as in like when newspapers admit the that certain bits of their articles/columns were either spelled wrong or flat out false. Newspapers have corrections every single day. TV News NEVER has corrections. Why? Because our congress allows them to lie to us. They don't have to tell us when they're wrong or when they just flat out misled the fuck out of us.

Bush walked into the oval office with 9/11. Investment bankers went to fucking town trading stocks while hundreds of thousands of people died due to their actions. And now Bush leaves us with a trail of Banks that he's bailed out by borrowing money from the Federal Reserve. He doubled our National Debt through false wars. Now he's planning on tripling it by putting us in so much debt we will never get out.

Oh yeah, and he gave us the patriot act. So, we also have no rights and are desperate to do whatever it takes.. like live a life in debt trying our best to work it off.. while he goes back to the oil fields and skyrise conference rooms and decides what country to take over next.

Wake the fuck up America. Use your computers and research. Avoid the mainstream media at all fucking costs. It is the propaganda machine. Do not blame the mainstream media.. they are only reporting the lies that are told to them.

We, as humans, are better than this. We don't like seeing the small guy get beat up by the bully. How can you raise children in bliss when you know the actions of corporate America kills the poor of the world?

There is no middle class. You are not middle class. There is the rich and there is the poor. The rich stay on top, they throw the poor religion and use a fractional reserve money system that only leads to debt for the poor.

We are poor. We are in the majority. If you make less that 250k a year you should wake up and stand up. Boycott the media. Boycott your taxes. Boycott corporations (or at least do your fucking research before you buy another coke, or a coffee from starbucks, or a shirt from wal-mart, or a bank account from BOA), Boycott politics, boycott the military, RIOT for change

Invest in science, technology, renewable resources, feeding/clothing the poor, ridding your life of excess

recycle your television - Quit your meaningless job - help people out - don't add to the chaos by shutting yourself down - add only harmony for everyone -

Commenting on God

I wish you would stop competing with everybody else and join everybody else in making this world what it was meant to be for everyone. Free. No savings of money, no fear of God, no hatred based on nationalistic fervor.

Don't kill yourself.. that would only add to the Chaos like Camus said. Free yourself. Sustain yourself and all those around you. Be a guiding light and ask for no power. No, i'm not religious I'm an atheist. That word is interesting what does it mean?

Well, every person is either an atheist or a theist. An atheist does not BELIEVE in god(s). A theist does BELIEVE in god(s).

So, how do we further characterize the belief or non belief in something? We leave the sphere of BELIEF and look at KNOWLEDGE. Here we come to gnostic or agnostic.

Gnostic is to KNOW that there is a god(s). Agnostic is to not KNOW whether there is a god(s).

So, A gnostic theist not only believes in god(s) he/she knows god(s) exists.
An agnostic theist believes in god(s) but can say that he/she does not know for certain.
A gnostic atheist does not believe in god(s) and knows that no god(s) exist(s).
An agnostic atheist does not believe in god(s) but also does not know whether god(s) do not exist.

So.. you can't pick between being an atheist or being an agnostic.. that shit just doesn't work. Being agnostic isn't a third choice after believing or not believing.

So, You're either a nut who totally knows you're right, A follower who just wants to stay in line just in case, a normal person who totally disagrees with what's going on, or a normal person who thinks he/she might be totally fucking wrong.

Which one are you?

Fucking DTV

They say I won't be able to pick up any more TV waves on my flimsy metal antenna in 2009. I don't have cable. I won't ever get it. The channels you get on a piece of shit metal antenna lying on the hardwood don't quite satisfy my expletive. They suck it. Hard. I'm just fine and fucking dandy without having to watch what whore of a child Jamie-Lynn-fucks-a-lot expels from her womb. I don't need to be reminded that the people who call themselves celebrities also get cheated on.

The local news is a re-hash of biased reporting from big government-tied networks. It's all lies and none of it is news to me. People walk while texting? That's news? No, that's a filler story from a shit-head journalist told to find a "light news story". Then its back to what the President did here and there and why we should trust our government.

The only good thing about DTV is that it will stop most people from using their old ass TVs that take up way too much electricity. But, if everybody just stopped watching TV.. things would probably be better for us. The TV elects our Presidents. Our Presidents allow the television to lie to us.

Ever notice how sometimes the movies are more real than real life? Because when it happens in real life.. it's not interesting like it was in the movies... it's scary. What if what we saw on the Television was just as fake as the movies? It is. So, when we see towers falling on 9-11 it's just like watching a movie.. well scripted with a shitty plot and horrible characters trying to act like the presidents of their childhood.

See you in TV Land...

Re-Hash

lets see... This is all over, but stay with me.. The earth is 4.7 billion years old. Turns out due to Earth's distance from the Sun water can be in it's liquid form that we know it. On closer planets the water would be boiling and on farther away ones it'd be frozen solid ten times over. So, obviously life forms where water is and life came in forms of bacteria billions of years ago. Then about 1 billion years ago, when the Earth was 3.7 Billion years old, the oxygen levels came to where they are now and the high amounts of oxygen gave energy to animals and plants that eventually found their way out of the water and onto land. 350 million years ago ferns grew to the size of trees after millions of years of trying to get used to land. The trees could grow strong and big only in swampy moist land. Amphibious meaning half land half water, to make it on land it needed a fuckload of water. The tree sized ferns died and would fall into the swamp and would be unable to decompose leaving fossils. These fossils of dead plants from millions of years ago are now the leading cause of all war and pollution today, and yet at one point they were fucking plants that animals ate. Today, us humans eat a fuck load of plants. We cook using their oils. In 1890 Rudolf Diesel took his knowledge of thermodynamics, and started creating an engine that burned fuel slowly and at high pressures. In 1900, Diesel, using peanut oil, unveiled his engine at the World's Exhibition in Paris. In 1911, after a decade of criticism Diesel said, "The diesel engine can be fed with vegetable oils and would help considerably in the development of agriculture of the countries which use it". He wanted farmers to be able to grow their own fuel. Then in 1912 he said "The use of vegetable oils for engine fuels may seem insignificant today. But such oils may become in the course of time as important as the petroleum and coal tar products of the present time" In 1913 he disappeared from a boat trip to England. His body was found 10 days later. Rudolf Diesel went against the grain during a time when Petroleum was booming for the first time in history. People and governments were investing and making lots of money with Petroleum, just as their families have continued to do so for the past 100 years. Wars are fought with Oil and for Oil. Oil is money and who controls the money? Banks. Who controls banks? Bankers.. pretty cut and dry. Let's tie this in a tad, let's give it a modern twist. Well, to get to the present, sadly we must go to the past again. The Bush Family has been one of the wealthiest in this country for quite some time. Prescott Bush, father of George H.W Bush and grandfather of George W. Bush, was one of seven directors of the Union Banking Corp. This corporation was seized by the federal government when it found

Shattered Fine Thinking

Animals, humans falling into that category as well, have the amazing power to subject themselves to amazing pain to stay alive. They stay alive not because they are afraid of death, but because of the pain others will succomb to after they die. I've seen animals going through the worst pains fighting to stay alive. My boss's pit-bull had lyme disease and a fractured vertebrate. His back would curl up in pain when he was alone, but the second a familiar face walked in the room he would get a bright eyed expression on his face and act like everything was fine. The most recent death of an animal to me was Boo-Kitty...yeah..some people don't like the name, but we gave her that name as very young children...she lived a long long life and never complained when she died a slow death of however many illnesses linked to old age...when you walked in the room she just started purring..even right before she died...animals are tough..not because they want to stay in pain, but because they know that others don't want them to die..and will be very upset once they are gone...so they hold on..and try their best to act like nothing is wrong...i guess a death like getting run over by a car (or traffic accident for us humans) is somehow better than a slow disease..because you can think of them as having had a happy life and it stolen from them suddenly..rather than seeing them fight it to the very end..all the while trying to make you, the healthy one, feel like everything is okay..but it will be..sooner or later

Vehicles of Mass Destruction

There's a realization i've come to. I think that normal everyday citizens create problems. For instance...ordinary folk go about thinking they don't matter and their votes don't count etc etc...but what ordinary folk don't get is the fact that their actions drive many business/politician types around the globe.....You wouldn't care about natural resources such as oil if there wasn't money in it...the more oil the more power...oil runs everything...its like morphine...turn it into heroin and sell it cheap until they get hooked..then jack up the price...THe politician/business type has gotten good at getting the oil....but they're only doing it because the ordinary folk likes to buy it...wasting billions on it...we are hooked...junkies...lost without it. In 1992 there was a type of HOnda civic that got 55 miles to the gallon...My friend Scott has a Hybrid prius that gets about 46 on average...the technology is moving slow..and in the wrong direction...get rid of oil all together..research: Bio-Diesel, Waste Vegetable Oil, Vegetable Oil Vehicles..these are merely ways to use some of the vehicles that can still be used...but..hydrogen vehicles....thats the way to go...we drive around with up to 30 gallons of gasoline or diesel in our vehicles at a time...I used to drive a diesel truck that had a 100 gallon fuel cell in the back...i was a driving gas station...hydrogen is no more dangerous than gasoline...http://www.rmi.org/sitepages/pid536.php...if I could find a way to get soy bean oil...i'd buy a Ford F-350 turbo diesel and stuff the bed with an insulated soybean tank...soy bean oil is ideal for diesel engines...it will give it around 35-40 miles per gallon compared to the normal 15-20..with no loss of horsepower...diesel engines were originally designed to run on vegetable oils...when it was introduced to the public by Rudolf DIESEL..he had it running on peanut oil...

I'm goin' half to start a peanut farm in West Varginayy...if I go to Logan's and steal a bucket of peanuts...can I plant them to grow more peanuts?

I Don't like Chronicles NARNIAS

I turn 9 month's younger than I really am soon..that is only if you think like a psycho...because most of those 9 months I was a mass of worthless tissue meant to be discharged..So..I won't be 23 and 9 months on January 17...i'll be 23..because that's when I was able to leave the womb of my mother and enter this disatrous chaotic world...humans are the only species that will die if left alone after birth...we're fucking useless until age 3-5..or 12 for some of the little bastards who can't seem to get the fact that they're annoying and their actions are not cute...yeah..i like it when kids shit their pants and dig it out with their hands..sometimes..people make us worry and our anxieties build up until we thrash out against the things that make us who we are..even if we are suffering from different mental anguishes..revealed in blogs....you look good in that sweater..sweet water taffy...my dirty fingers scratch my eyes...pluralize the nouns...comprehend your grammatical errors if you want to stay in my class young man..take off my clothes....old women like to talk dirty..its weird..even after they blow six weeks of gingerale carbination out their ass...hehe...good ness...i'm glad church is over..that was a tough semester..but I finally got out..they even gave me a diploma that said I graduated church..but i threw it in their face..and said you can't graduate what ain't real..and the pastor and I faught for 34 minutes.it was a close fight..but I shattered his lower spine...I was Hulk Hogan...I held him over my head..and stopped his fall with a knee to the back..he died without a prayer..he tried..Oh he tried...but i stuffed his cape in his mouth to neglect his final attempt at escaping reality...without engineering there might be less clutter

My hands

I hold you in my hands..you little animal...alright alright alright...you got a joint? it be cooler if you did...watch the leather..alright alright alright..thats the cool thing about high school girls..i get older and they stay the same age..alright alright alright alright alr....

I woke up with this written in my notepad:

As much as we want it to, a single human life is only as meaningful as we make it to be. Cries are important. Death is important. Nothing makes sense in this world. You should never try to make sense in death. Death is nature. Life flickers in and out. We all cry. Death follows us everywhere we go. I wish I could take the pain of my loved ones away from them. Pain is needed to cope with life. Some believe work and love are the only things that keep us going. What do you do when you're unemployed and out of love? Money and sex. Love and work. Confuse them and your life will turn to misery. Perhaps lying to yourself is better than denying yourself the characteristics of a happy life. Bring yourself down to lower standards. Neglect common sense. Make happiness your only priority and forget intelligence. Blind love. Pure hatred. When your brain in numb you can't think. When you can't think you can bring yourself to pure negligence.


every living thing should be allowed to live without interference. nothing should stop life.


I dont know if i agree with that....BUT FUCK YOU BURT REYNOLDS..you and your god damned mesh tank tops...grizzles of that chunky funk make your head collapse just like a robert downey autograph chizzled from the earth held to the past stuck in his habits never made to last

Absinth

A little drink thats been around for centuries...given the nickname "The Green Fairy"...depicted recently in films such as From Hell and Moulin Rouge...First off...Absinthe *with the E* is the original drink...Absinth is the Czech version of absinthe...the Czech's put an assload of wormwood in their potion...what is wormwood? Absinthe in french means wormwood...wormwood is an herb..that when distilled/put in alcohol releases a chemical called thujone...more or less *there is a lot more to the process*...either way..its the thujone that makes absinth(e) what it is...what does it do to you? well...its like being drunk..in fact..it is being drunk...because most absinth's have HIGH amounts of alcohol....the thujone acts as a stimulant..some call its affects a "clear headed drunkeness"....

I bought two bottles of this stuff...both Czech bottles of absinth....both by a company "Bairnsfather" one is Bitter the other is Reality...Bitter contains 33-35mg of thujone and Reality contains 26mg.....most other French absinthe's contain a mere 10mg

its nothing to shout about really...but...i like it...definitely something to put on the christmas wish list if you've never tried it...Remember..its illegal in the U.S...but several online companies will import it here... i got mine from www.eabsinthe.com they are very professional and extremely quick on delivery....it got right past customs without a problem

If you don't like horrible tasting liquors..then don't buy this..its like drinking battery acid...luckily for me...i don't know how to taste..so it goes down easy...with a slight gagging sensation....i nearly vomitted on my first taste of it...but...it keeps me up all night...which is kind of cool...because i usually am in bed by 8:30

Thankfully Giving Thanks for giving

Is it odd that I have identical scars on my hands? On both my thumbs, i have a cut...in the same place...if i put my thumbs side by side..they match..scar and all....weird...makes me think God is trying to tell me something...like "I want you to cut off your hideous spoon thumbs"...

Heheh..miserable gibberish (the god thing..because..he doesn't exist..for me anyway..i won't allow him/her/whatever to do so..fuck if you "dont know" if he/she/whatever exists..i merely "don't think/care" if it does)...Oh yeah...If you have a thyroid problem, which makes it inevitably hard to lose weight...then right on...fuck it right? nothing matters in this world anyway...so why should losing weight matter if its impossible...but if you're laid back on your couch...and yes..i know how that is...i know that i'm lucky to be able to lay on that god damned couch drinking cokes...but..as of late..i've decided to cut coke out of my diet..why? because look at the fucking nutrient content label on those fuckers...140 Calories in 12 ounces, along with 39 grams of sugar..good hell...what are they trying to do to us? and..thanks a lot for craming in as much caffeine as you possibly can Coca-Cola.... but..switch that shit out with water....water is all we need to survive...running isn't going to help anybody lose weight..it merely defines what you already have...go slow...work up a good sweat during these winter months..20 minutes a day for one solid month should get you results...and remember to stretch....always before and after..stretch god dammit

I have never experienced a caffeine high..i dont get why people suck back coffee to stay up...i've tried...i've had friends fix me up 3 cups of coffee at 1 in the morning and send me off to fight traffic and drousiness on Interstate 95...but i still manage to fall asleep at the wheel


please take into account that being ugly makes you strong..I should know...look at me for christ's sake...wait..are there pictures on these things? hmm..i'll have to get one on here so you can all laugh at the hideousness that follows my reflection and shadows....at one point..i had a porno shot of myself for myspace...anybody lucky enough to have saved that bad boy should be haunted for years to come....indefinitely...

Arrogant and TOTAL ASSHOLE

So, for those of you who believe i'm an asshole I would like to commend you on your thoughts as a human being. We all think, we're all arrogant, nobody likes to live life stuck under a rock, we all want to be on top of the rock..preferably doing something fun...some of us like our rock to be next to a river, or a pond, an ocean, something with a view, perhaps a mountain....we like our rock to have a nice house, a few cars, a fucking television, and whatever else makes us happy...we want our rock to be paid off...no debt, no worries...We go and get a job to make sure that we can afford the rock of our fucking dreams..the jewelry, the computers, the hobbies, snowboarding every weekend, buying things for ourselves and our friends....we are a consumer in a consumed world of greed and hate...My being an asshole is a result of growing up in this world...the worst thing you can possibly do in life is to think that you are better than someone else...and the worst thing after beliveing this..would be to...lower yourself to that person's standards....SO..if you think i'm an asshole..why would you insult me? wouldnt insulting an asshole or trying to make that asshole feel bad be lowering yourself to the asshole level? People cannot and will not change...if something is wrong in your life..it will be wrong for its entirety...because no matter what you do..you growing up in this world will leave you saturated in its filth....stop fucking crying...stop thinking that there is something that can be done to better the world....look at all the people doing so much good in the world...and wonder why they're doing it...people have jobs because they get stuck in their jobs....its all about who you know...the few lucky ones come from nothing and achieve wealth...but that wealth leads them right back to the fucking trailor park trash lifestyle that they grew up in...

Technology has allowed us humans to stop caring about everything...we're destroying our bodies, our land, our air, whatever else you can think of....Native Americans would run 50 miles to a battle, fight, win, and run 50 miles back to stop western development from the French and English...they did this for 200 years....today...the thought of running a mile sickens most of us...we are getting fatter everyday as we speak....I am getting fatter everyday...its the american way.....Then people get freaked out about how they look and stop eating...its a vicious cycle...

You can't trade in your body when it craps out on you....listening to your stereo at full blast while doing 80 on the highway will lead to hearing loss...staring at the TV and your computer screen will destroy your vision....I am just someone who believes that you should take care of your body...and I also believe in speaking my mind...i'm not aiming what I say to anyone...and i'm not expecting anyone to really listen to what i say...

so....i'll be the first to say that YES...im a dick...but...if you call me a dick...guess what..that makes you a dick...so..how "better" are you than me? We're the fucking same..just like everybody else...we all live here...we all have to deal with eachother...screaming and yelling isn't going to make our lives any longer...and fighting will only cause more bewilderment

so...laugh at the funny things i write...and if you find any meaning here...don't let my stupid side thougts piss you off enough to become the asshole that nobody wants to hang out with

Feeling Bad

WHat the fuck did you think i was going to feel bad about? Something serious, obviously not...this is me we're talking about here..nothing is real and nothing matters...if you have a problem with this..go and eat shit up in ya mouf...

BUT...i'm feeling bad..because..i had to do this quiz thing..along with a million other things, but..i was in fred vegas and had no where other than Mary Washington University to find an internet connection..THEN..it dawns on me..just use my mom's laptop and hit up the Crain's house down the street and use their wireless network while sitting on the deck...i had to drop shit off at my house anyway..so it seemed like a plan....I go to my childhood home...throw the shit in the house which consisted mainly of a chair that i stole from a doctor in fairfax city *no not my dad*...I grab my mom's laptop and turn the fucker on to see if the battery is charged...it was...sweet...so..i decide to do a little reading for the quiz and maybe even start writing....

but then..I notice that my mom's computer says that there are online updates to be downloaded..what the christ...the bastard isn't on the internet, so why would it ask me to download something that it couldnt possibly download..and then..ZANG...the wireless indicator pops up..and WE HAVE A FUCKING SIGNAL..HAHAHAH>..some poor chicken shit bastard has a wireless network near my mom's house..YAHTZEE....

so...needless to say..im using the connection right now to write this fucking blog....should I feel bad? whoever is paying for the connection is a neighbor that i have known for years...i moved around the house trying to pinpoint where the signal is strongest..and..fuck if i know...i guess the only anybody will ever know..is if whoever is paying for the highspeed internet access ever actually would check their diagnostics or whatever and see how many computers are using the system..but...nobody does that...its a rarity that anybody would know how to do that...and...even if they did..would they care that every now and then we're using it???

oh well...if they come over and tell us to stop we'll say...hey...we didn't know we we're using it...of course...the first thing i did was download as many programs as i could...like AIM, firefox, etc etc...okay those were the only two...

but...hahahahaha....high speed internet access...damn its great...especially when its free...hahah...oh..my dick hurts...